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I can hardly wait to see your face again
So I impatiently ignore almost everyone
It seems I've put my life on hold just for you
Looking in the mirror now, who have I become?
But the days felt like magic
I was living a dream
That turned into nightmare
And you won't waken me
You're all I want, all I need
Every thought revolves around you
I put my life in your hands
Now you won't let go (let me go)
I can't breathe
But I can't leave
Suffocating, I can't move
Still I'm holding on, holding on
Until there's nothing left of me
Now my friends are asking where I've been
But not me now - the me that I was then
Even as I kiss you they're spitting in your face
I hoped they'd understand but that's clearly not the case
I don't want to fight
And I know they're right
And ever since, the light in you
Hasn't shone as bright
You're all I want, all I need
Every thought revolves around you
I put my life in your hands
Now you won't let go (let me go)
I can't breathe
But I can't leave
Suffocating, I can't move
Still I'm holding on, holding on
Until there's nothing left of me
And now I start to hate you
And how it is you love to make me cry
Goodbye, goodbye (I was better off without you)
But we can't be separated
There's so much of you that I've lost myself
Somebody help, someone help (me...)
You're all I want, all I need
Every thought revolves around you
I put my life in your hands
Now you won't let go (let me go)
I can't breathe
But I can't leave
Suffocating, I can't move
Still I'm holding on, holding on
Until there's nothing left of me
One by one I watch as they disappear
But I'm not alone because you're still here
And as I cry your darkness covers me
I see that I am alone
And I'll always be
So I impatiently ignore almost everyone
It seems I've put my life on hold just for you
Looking in the mirror now, who have I become?
But the days felt like magic
I was living a dream
That turned into nightmare
And you won't waken me
You're all I want, all I need
Every thought revolves around you
I put my life in your hands
Now you won't let go (let me go)
I can't breathe
But I can't leave
Suffocating, I can't move
Still I'm holding on, holding on
Until there's nothing left of me
Now my friends are asking where I've been
But not me now - the me that I was then
Even as I kiss you they're spitting in your face
I hoped they'd understand but that's clearly not the case
I don't want to fight
And I know they're right
And ever since, the light in you
Hasn't shone as bright
You're all I want, all I need
Every thought revolves around you
I put my life in your hands
Now you won't let go (let me go)
I can't breathe
But I can't leave
Suffocating, I can't move
Still I'm holding on, holding on
Until there's nothing left of me
And now I start to hate you
And how it is you love to make me cry
Goodbye, goodbye (I was better off without you)
But we can't be separated
There's so much of you that I've lost myself
Somebody help, someone help (me...)
You're all I want, all I need
Every thought revolves around you
I put my life in your hands
Now you won't let go (let me go)
I can't breathe
But I can't leave
Suffocating, I can't move
Still I'm holding on, holding on
Until there's nothing left of me
One by one I watch as they disappear
But I'm not alone because you're still here
And as I cry your darkness covers me
I see that I am alone
And I'll always be
Literature
Hiding the Pain
You look in the mirror
Can't stand what you see.
In your eyes you see the hate
That you've buried conveniently.
You've wiped away the tears too long
It's all breaking you inside.
Your past remedies have failed you before
So what will you do this time?
You could cut it away
Starve for three days
Take another pill
To see if you feel it still.
Numb the pain
So you will feel nothing
And more and more
You hate what you're becoming.
You take a deep breath
As you take a step outside,
Believing people can only see
The faults you try to hide.
You know that you've been here before
Looking over the same ledge.
In the past you
Literature
I Am Afraid Of My Own Voice
You are an entire universe full of stars;
tiny droplets of light,
that integrate to become a part of me.
You inflate my heart,
it was made of paper but now
reminds me of odd-shaped balloons,
to sizes that can not be measured.
I've tried to count the reasons.
that I l-o-v-e you.
But come up short to a million every time.
I am always reminded of your love,
(As if I'd let myself forget.)
Your smile serves as my Polaris:
Ribbons are fastened about my tongue;
I am more than flabbergasted
because there's a part of you in every word.
Literature
Insomnia
I'm conscious. I'm conscious.
I'll always be conscious.
I'm not just not sleeping but I'm so God damn conscious.
I can't close my eyes because my ears are alive
They cradle the sounds that sound just like light
I'm conscious. I'm conscious.
It's dark and I'm conscious.
Sensations are sounds that keep me awake
Gnawing my nerves to make me insane
Rattling feelings to wake up my brain
Hours of awareness that bring on the pain
I'm conscious. I'm CONSCIOUS.
Can't you tell that I'm CONSCIOUS?!
Hurting in places that don't have a name
Insomnia throbbing like night pounding rain
If I could close my eyes I'd be alright again
If I could
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